The Y

This post is a shout-out to my sister, Mady, who was officially accepted to BYU last night. Woot! Woot! To say we are all very excited about this is a gross understatement! Madyson has worked so, so hard throughout high-school and has a marvelous collection of accomplishments to show for her efforts, the crown of which is now her acceptance to this great school. I am very happy that she will be here next fall.

Right now I am enjoying some down time (can you believe it?) between a class that ended at six and an editing meeting (I am on the editing staff for the school journal STANCE) that starts at seven. I found a nice, familiar corner (complete with couch and ottoman) in the JKB and have a lovely view of campus at dusk. This is a gorgeous university. I love it.

Special Collections

Yes. You guessed it. I have a special collection of teddy bears that I whipped out to decorate our apartment with in honor of V-Day this weekend...

...Ok, kidding. :)

The Harold B. Lee Library on BYU's campus has an incredible selection referred to as the L. Tom Perry Special Collections, located on the first floor. I've spent a lot of time in the library over my four semesters at BYU; it is a beautiful place and easily my favorite building on campus. It is consistently ranked by the Princeton Review as one of the top 5 collegiate libraries in America, and that's not hard for me to believe. The library has always provided an abundance of resources for me, on a range of topics (we're talkin' anywhere from the Buddha, to same-sex marriage, to Idaho topography in the 1800's, and so on and so forth...).

I first visited the Special Collections only last semester~ I went to look at the transcript from an oral interview conducted of my great-great grandfather, George Tilton Hyde. It was there, at that time, that I gained my deep respect and appreciation for the Special Collections unit of our library. As I read over my Grandfather's words, feelings of love and empowerment washed over me; I felt grateful to the library for taking the time to preserve something so special, and even sacred, to my family. The collection features many ancient, fragile, and authentic records. Major work goes into preserving these records, and students/faculty/etc. are not authorized, under just about any circumstances, to remove any items from the collection. When our D&C class went to visit the Special Collections last week, special care was made to not soil or harm any of the showcased books in any way (usually only gloved personnel are authorized to touch ancient records).

Record-keeping was crucial in the early years of the church. But really, record keeping has always been essential to the building of God's kingdom. As I have been reading The Joseph Smith Papers, I have been absolutely astonished at the great lengths Joseph went to to keep accurate and detailed records of the revelations he received, as well as of what he chose to do about those revelations. This applies to the Book of Mormon, as well as to the Bible-- where would we be if prophets and other men of God had not kept those records? I'm grateful they did, and when I ponder this, I realize just how important it is for me to keep my own records. In some areas, I'm not the greatest (so far, financial record-keeping is not my strength; I had better improve that ASAP). But in others, such as blogging (hee hee), letter-writing, and journal-writing, I'm doing all right. When I read the histories of my ancestors, I feel the spirit and I feel a sense of belonging. I feel truth. The same goes for when I read the Doctrine & Covenants. I know that this book is revelation from God, translated by the Prophet Joseph Smith. Although his language was not flawless, he did dictate the Lord's message as accurately as possible using the English language in the 1830's. The book is true, and is a reminder of the need for each of us to keep accurate records.

The Pearl

This post marks my second for Doctrine & Covenants, and this week the topic is... suffering. I don't know anyone who doesn't suffer. We all do at different points in our lives. It's important to emphasize our reaction and response to suffering-- I distinctly remember a wonderful talk given by Elder Wirthlin in general conference a few years ago, and he said we ought to adopt this attitude: "Come what may, and love it!" He is so right. My question, then, is: when we're in the midst of troubling times, be it personally, as a family, nationally, or whatever, how do we bear it?

That obviously depends on the type of suffering, but either way, we must rely on the Lord. The first type of suffering is the suffering we bring upon ourselves through our actions (ie when we sin). I'd like to focus on a special section in the Doctrine & Covenants. D&C 101, verses 1-3:

Verily I say unto you, concerning your brethren who have been afflicted and persecuted and cast out from the land of their inheritance---
I the Lord have suffered the affliction to come upon them, wherewith they have been afflicted, in consequence of their transgressions;
Yet I will own them, and they shall be mine in that day when I shall come to make up my jewels.

Did you catch that? The Lord, in his great mercy, will count even the transgressors (that's all of us, right?) among his jewels, if we repent and change our hearts and habits.

Continuing on with this discussion of the Saints' suffering (verses 4-9):

Therefore, they must needs be chastened and tried, even as Abraham, who was commanded to offer up his only son.
For all those who will not endure chastening, but deny me, cannot be sanctified.
Behold, I say unto you, there were jarrings, and contentions...
They were slow to hearken unto the voice of the Lord their God...
In the day of their peace they esteemed lightly my counsel; but, in the day of their trouble, of necessity they feel after me.
Verily I say unto you, notwithstanding their sins, my bowels are filled with compassion towards them. I will not utterly cast them off; and in the day of wrath I will remember mercy.

When I reflect on God's mercy, I rejoice! Truly, He is our kind and loving Heavenly Father. Like our mortal parents, our suffering does not make him "happy." But, he loves us, and he knows that when we are chastened, we grow and become better people, if we so choose. Of course, we can become bitter and hard-hearted, and ultimately reject God. BUT, if we repent and recommit to following Jesus Christ, we will be filled with the light and love of our Heavenly Father, and we will be better people because of our experience. It is important to remember that even in our suffering, and even when we sin, God loves us. He invites us to change our ways when we sin, and he will help us to conquer wickedness. We need his help to do this, and the help of our Savior Jesus Christ.

The second type of suffering comes not in response to our sins, but as an opportunity to grow and improve and become more like God. This kind of suffering can be confusing. It hurts. We sometimes wonder, "why me?" Or in the worst case, satan may discourage us and tempt us into believing that, considering our dire circumstances, God must not love us.

Satan is wrong. In fact, if we heed Elder Wirthlin's counsel and choose to embrace our challenges as an opportunity to grow, we will be blessed immeasurably and recognize just how greatly Heavenly Father loves us. The Lord counsels us to "...be of good cheer, and do not fear, for I the Lord am with you, and will stand by you..." (D&C 68:6). I have a testimony that He will, in fact, stand by us. He will strengthen us and support us, and with his help we will come off conqueror.

Going back to D&C 101, the Lord said we would be his jewels. Similar to a jewel is a pearl. Do you know the story of the pearl? It is one of my favorite processes in nature. Here's a simplified version: At some point, a foreign object, usually a tiny piece of shell or dirt, enters an oyster. The oyster recognizes this irritant, and begins to coat it with a special liquid. Over time, this liquid builds up and creates a pearl. Thus, something that began as a bother because one of the world's most beautiful and precious gifts.


We are all pearls. Accepted into often difficult circumstances, I believe the Lord is trying and chastening us-- coating us-- to become pearls. I have a testimony that God is our Heavenly Father, and that he loves us. If we keep an eternal perspective and rely on him and the saving power of our Redeemer, even Jesus Christ, we will be exalted one day. We will be his jewels. I say this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Just wanted to add this "pearl" of wisdom-- a favorite poem my mom shared with me a long time ago:

The tree that never had to fight,

For sun and sky and air and light,

But stood out in the open plain,

And always got it’s share of rain,

Never became a forest king,

But lived and died a scrawny thing.

The man who never had to toil,

To gain and farm his patch of soil,

Who never had to win his share,

Of sun and sky and light and air,

Never became a manly man,

But lived and died as he began.

Good timber does not grow in ease,

The stronger the wind, the stronger trees.

The farther sky, the greater length,

The more the storm, the more the strength.

By sun and cold, by rain and snow,

In tree and men good timbers grow.

Where thickest lies the forest growth,

We find the patriarchs of both.

And they hold counsel with the stars

Whose broken branches show the scars

Of pain and loss, of gain and strife.

This is the common law of life.

~Douglas Mallock

I got the image of the redwood trees HERE.

I got the image of the pearl HERE.

Happenings

First... a shout out to babies. I got great news that my Aunt Mel is pregnant with a... GIRL! I can't wait to have a new baby cousin. Missy, Steve-O, and the rest of our family are duly excited. Also, super happy for Ben & Rachel and their coming baby... BOY! Zeke's latest said: "Hey, Rachel's having a boy. I'm gonna have a nephew soon!" It was sweet. He's excited.

Random: Cupcakes in a jar. Make them. You won't be dissatisfied. Great for gift-giving or for hoarding. :) I made them for the first time over Christmas break. Easy, economical-- perfect. Check it:

Topic Two: Books. I have a lot of them this semester. Here's a partial stack:

And now for this little baby... I was supposed to read Shakespeare's Measure for Measure. I get it out around 7 PM, for whatever the reason it ends up on the floor of our living room, and it stays there for the next 12 hours. Any ideas? Yeah, I'm clueless too. I walk into the living room the next morning, see it in the exact position it was left in hours before, and end up laughing on the floor right beside it. I was so amused/frustrated with myself and the way I treated this book, that I couldn't help but document it.

This incident is an example of my recent exhaustion in the English Major. It's tough to keep up on all my reading assignments. For the most part, though, I'm doing it. (And don't worry-- I did read Measure for Measure. Good thing, cuz we had an in-class essay on it...).

Wow.

And lastly, my roommates and I at a dance concert/recital. Good stuff.

Patriarchal Blessings

Some background info. on patriarchal blessings: A patriarchal blessing is a special, sacred blessing that Heavenly Father gives to his children through an ordained patriarch. The patriarch has the power of God-- he is a seer. I like to think of my patriarchal blessing as my own personal scripture. It contains blessings and warnings directly from Heavenly Father to me. I received my patriarchal blessing nearly seven years ago, and I have found that parts of my blessing have been fulfilled, in some cases, multiple times. The important thing to remember is that all promised blessings are predicated upon our obedience to God’s commandments. “For I, the Lord, am bound when ye do what I say; but when ye do not what I say, ye have no promise” (Doctrine and Covenants 82:10). The idea that the Lord expects us to not only declare our dedication to him but to demonstrate that love has always made sense to me. He explicitly declared in the New Testament, “If ye love me, keep my commandments” (John 14:15).

Now, this blog post is the first of four I will make each month as assignment for my Doctrine & Covenants class I’m enrolled in this semester. I think one of the most significant similarities between individual patriarchal blessings and the Doctrine & Covenants is the Lord’s emphasis on keeping covenants. As previously stated, when we try our best to obey the Lord’s commandments, he is bound to keep his promise. Likewise, when we rebel or betray God’s word, the promise is broken. In section 101 of the D&C, this idea of a broken promise is demonstrated by the saints who withdraw from the Spirit of God: “They were slow to hearken unto the voice of the Lord their God; therefore, the Lord their God is slow to hearken unto their prayers, to answer them in the day of their trouble” (verse 7). Of course, when we make mistakes, or if we find that at one point we were slow to hearken to God’s voice, we have the unconditional promise of repentance. We have the invitation to return to God and choose to quickly hearken to him in the future. The take-away here is that, although the Lord blesses us immeasurably, he is not bound to give us those specific blessings discussed in our patriarchal blessings if we are not interested in his will. I’d like to testify that I know that God is our Heavenly Father, and that he loves us. He provided us a way to overcome the natural man and be forgiven of our sins through the Atonement of his son, my Redeemer Jesus Christ. Heavenly Father has a plan for his children, but it is our choice to comply-- or not. I know that in my life, compliance with his plan results in true joy and peace of mind. We, as his children, are each capable of receiving revelation from him, by the power of the Holy Ghost. This revelation comes through scripture, through the words of living prophets, through patriarchal blessings, and through prayer to him. He answers in his perfect time and way. He loves us. His son loves us. And I say this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

I think I might create a separate blog just for my D&C posts-- I’ll post that url once it has been created.